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ConfusedSometimes you just feel alone,
Like you live in solitude,
In a deep state of depression,
Like you don't know who you are, even after you thought you knew.
Your mind changes every day,
You have no clue what's going on,
You have dreams about being something you aren't,
But you end up growing into that person in your dreams.
Tears are the only thing you can give now,
Since you forgot about everything else,
And you're unable to accomplish anything anymore,
For fear you might be critisized about what you've become.
Afraid your best friend might hate you,
And it just seems their hiding it,
That person plays a major part in your life,
You relize that, but you just can't think about anything right then.
A blank mind,
Some blank thoughts,
Waiting to be filled in with the rest of the story,
The story of your life,
Not your dream
Not your imagination
You want to kill that person who pretends to be you in your dreams,
Pop the dream cloud above your head while you're sleeping
five hour energyi suppose
last week was only an aftershock
of the earthquake you were before.
this place used to vibrate
with metal strings and melodic,
testimonies to life,
emitting coffee-scented moods
and the burn of it too.
i had memorized the
sounds of silence,
i couldn't help but relish it.
no longer had i known
the sounds of folk
and scent of mocha-
you became nothing more
than an echo of the laughter
i so desperately needed to hear again.
then the echoes got louder,
bouncing ferociously off the walls
to be made manifest
i walked into your room
expecting exactly what i found-
an unmade bed,
and an empty beer
(the one that you insisted you needed
just days ago).
i pressed my nose
into the pillow
for incense and cologne and starbucks
to penetrate my mind
and thinking fervently
i already know
what a clean sheet smells like."
how strong an aftershock can be,
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