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ConfusedSometimes you just feel alone,
Like you live in solitude,
In a deep state of depression,
Like you don't know who you are, even after you thought you knew.
Your mind changes every day,
You have no clue what's going on,
You have dreams about being something you aren't,
But you end up growing into that person in your dreams.
Tears are the only thing you can give now,
Since you forgot about everything else,
And you're unable to accomplish anything anymore,
For fear you might be critisized about what you've become.
Afraid your best friend might hate you,
And it just seems their hiding it,
That person plays a major part in your life,
You relize that, but you just can't think about anything right then.
A blank mind,
Some blank thoughts,
Waiting to be filled in with the rest of the story,
The story of your life,
Not your dream
Not your imagination
You want to kill that person who pretends to be you in your dreams,
Pop the dream cloud above your head while you're sleeping
Poetic PsychosisIn thirty seconds, the next shell would fall. Every night was the same, but every night Lorenzo experienced it as if it were the first time. His throat felt swollen; breathing was hard. He glanced around at the others; young men like him who had been shipped out in the name of honour and freedom. There was no honour in this, no freedom. Only death behind your eyelids, and a fear so gutting, that it carved out your innards and left you a hollow husk. Lorenzo tried to breathe, tried to assure himself that he was still whole, still made of flesh. They had lied when they told him he was ready.
Matteo ran towards him, arms out, rifle swinging uselessly at his side. He shouted for him to run, but Lorenzo remained motionless, unable to move as his friend’s warning was lost in the constant blare of gunfire. None of them were ready.
“The cycle is repeating. It is not safe.” The voice was soft and weak, yet it carried over the gunfire and battle cries without impediment.
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