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ConfusedSometimes you just feel alone,
Like you live in solitude,
In a deep state of depression,
Like you don't know who you are, even after you thought you knew.
Your mind changes every day,
You have no clue what's going on,
You have dreams about being something you aren't,
But you end up growing into that person in your dreams.
Tears are the only thing you can give now,
Since you forgot about everything else,
And you're unable to accomplish anything anymore,
For fear you might be critisized about what you've become.
Afraid your best friend might hate you,
And it just seems their hiding it,
That person plays a major part in your life,
You relize that, but you just can't think about anything right then.
A blank mind,
Some blank thoughts,
Waiting to be filled in with the rest of the story,
The story of your life,
Not your dream
Not your imagination
You want to kill that person who pretends to be you in your dreams,
Pop the dream cloud above your head while you're sleeping
Abandoned ChapelThe parish waits now,
the loneliness of corners
crawling outward on walls--
chipped away by the wind,
and held together
by silk spindles;
cobwebs align them like the membranes of memories,
the cut of a jewel in an broken window
against the sun
where beads of rain
gather in a mesh of strands
a new Mosaic
against the backdrop of a cemetery;
My eyes seek out the sermon
in close proximity,
paint no distance
between headstone and cloud;
elegies topple each other
in their climb to heaven
as light trickles
over the shade,
breathes a new glow over snuffed candles.
I feel the weight in these empty rows,
how a breath couldn't cease to be breath
in the midst of prayer.
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